i am looking

at job listings and apartment listings at craigslist… i think i am trying to scare the shit out of myself, just for fun? THE FUTURE IS SCARY!

eva, i'm sorry, but you will never have me

the only part of my to-do list that i accomplished this weekend was the “social” sub-heading.

waking up early tomorrow to print stuff for paul-william at commonvision, and then i suppose i will study and work on the monograph assignment stuff.

seriously though, today i watched everything i could possibly bear to on hulu and ate ice cream. we did go grocery shopping though, thank god. it’s been over two weeks and we were out of everything, basically.

i spent most of the afternoon feeling really weak and out of it, for some reason. i was smushed into my red couch inside my closet/workspace, with a blanket on my legs and hugging clayton, my cube-shaped pillowdoll from shan to my chest, wondering why i felt like i didn’t want to ever move again. melodramatic, i know, but that’s exactly how it felt.

also

my phone screen is just not working. i have a piece of shit sidekick its awful.

charades

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to do list

homework:

• design history exam
• Times New Roman paper re-work
• Times New Roman monograph design preparations + pre-design work

commonvision work:

• final touches on PSA “Yalda” event banner and poster design
• RSA’s “Midnight Breakfast” event posters and t-shirt
• SIGMA ALPHA EPSILON PI’s “Hanukkah Party” event banner and poster design

seb work:

• quadmania open meeting flyer
• harry potter event poster

social life:

• jen’s birthday
• andy’s chili party?
• hampden with 419 friends?

other:

• fix your portfolio site, adam!
• ok ok alright (not right now but soon)